Rain rain go away....

I've been frustrated just a little bit these past two days. It's this weather, I'm sure of it. I know I should be grateful because mother nature is watering my lovely flowers and trees but I miss the sun. I miss it and I think that if it came out to play, I'd feel a little bit better. 

Vitamin D, I need you.

Lately, I've felt like I've let everything just get me down. I'm not bringing in the sunshine to my life 24/7 like I should. I need to meditate. I need to break free from some emotions that get me nowhere in life. I walk around and I see people noticing me. And how they notice me so. They notice that I have that extra something and I shut them out. I turn around and let someone else rob that extra something. No, I lie. I give it to them, I practically throw it to them in the face and they throw it in the garbage. I'm sure of it. 

You probably have no idea what the crap I'm saying. I guess what I'm trying to say is to let that person who is paying attention get some of your attention. Do it. Live and be free. 

BE FREE DAMN IT!

 

Something that is keeping me going, is this coming Saturday. It's going to be Lesa and Adam's wedding and I can't wait to celebrate the creation of a new family and a new life! 

So happy for them and I love that they are planning to start their new life with a BIG ADVENTURE! Italy for a month....how romantic....

I actually had some Italian customers come in and as I heard them speak I started grinning like a big goof. Love their language, for all I know they could have been talking about how the weather in Chicago is crappy and if it rains anymore, they will get an airplane ticket as soon as their done with lunch. Haha. It still sounded beautiful.

Peace, Love, Peace.

I think....

God put me here so I that I can make you smile.

So smile, pretty one. 

Smile and be free of all pain and sorrow. 

Smile and be free of all stress and you'll see that tomorrow will be a new day. 

Smile and remember that love will set us all free.

Here...

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Home

If you can't tell by now, I love all things that put a BIG GOSHDARN SMILE on my face! LIKE SUPER BIG and fills my heart with love bugs. Came across this song while watching my favorite duo Jorge & Alexa doing a cover of it. The lyrics are the story of Iovan and I. He is the apple of my eye, and nothing pleases me more than him. Not even more than chocolate cake. I truly love him.

AAAND then I came across this video and the main singers of this song sing it like there is no tomorrow. Like they are full of life and happiness and love. And if you think they are on drugs then that's you being negative and I don't need your comment. :)

ENJOY!

 Dedicated to you, boyfriend.

Home is wherever I'm with you..♥

ILYSL and a little bit more...

Happy Easter friends of mine!

Before I begin with my lovely Sunday list, I want to just give a rundown of a few things.

So today, my mom pulled me out of bed with guilt. She opens my door and is like "Are you finally going to church?" I stayed silent, she proceeds with the following "God's son is back from the dead and you don't even pay your respects to the person that died for our sins".....as I laid in bed not wanting to move after only having like four hours of sleep I gave her a thumbs up. And she slammed the door. Ouch. I took five minutes and finally got up because the cons of my mom being mad at me weighed more than the pros. We are at church and there are like a bazillion people there, being "religious" and stuff. Jeez, you could see the letter "H" for hypocrite stained in there forehead. After a week of being bad they think their sins will be repented if they attend church once a week. I swear, I was surprised everybody didn't melt as soon as the "holy" water hit everyone when the priest was blessing. I'm surprised I'm still alive. HA! I'm not perfect, never said I was. Nobody is but I don't like how so many people who call themselves Christians or Catholics are preaching the bible when I've caught almost everyone either back stab, be homophobic, racist and just an nonspiritual person at the same time! Don't tell me that you believe in the word of God when from your same mouth you spit at the thought of having a black president. Idiot.

Like I've said before, I don't believe in the Catholic Church "system" anymore. I believe in the good morals they have like "don't lie, cheat, steal, and kill." I believe in "being faithful to your loved ones, helping others always" and other good stuff. I believe in God, and I believe that he made me and the perfect imperfect way I am. I believe that when I pray really hard for him to take care of my family he hears me. I believe that when I pray God to make me stronger...he hears me. I believe that I am living in heaven right now but I know that later on when I am all old and I pass away of natural causes I will be entering another type of heaven. I believe in Him. I believe. But I don't believe in the people who call themselves representatives of God when so many have ended up hurting so many people with actions I don't even want to mention right now.

During my time in church, I got to pray so not all time was wasted. So many people I needed to pray for. Well enough about religion. I want to start this Sunday list already. So many goodies! I ♥ ♥ ♥!

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1. This week started a bit slow and not a lot of sunshine but Thursday came and the sun had finally decided to come out and play! Made my day a lot better. 

2. I found treasure on YouTube. So this guy is very talented and has an equally cute talented daughter. He looks like he is an amazing father and I love that he is so close to his daughters introducing them to great music and being so involved with them. Here is a video! WATCH IT! ↓

I want to start  a  LEVORUTION!

3. My boyfriend just bought Lego's Harry Potter video game.....I'm squirming as I type this!!! 

4. This picture is ridiculously funny. Hahaha, I really wish I could I could be there to see the face on the guys as they hurriedly run in to pee..and in case you don't know what they are they are urinals...

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5. MY FRIEND LESA IS GETTING MARRIED THIS SATURDAY AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HER AND ADAM BECOME A FAMILY! AAAH! P.S. She bought me the most delicious breakfast anyone could have ever asked for. Whole wheat bagel, egg, tomatoes, mozzarella cheese, basil and a sun dried tomato paste. AMAZINGLY GOOD! 

6. This website has me hooked on it. It's called Dear Blank, Please Blank. Has some hilarious notes that had me up till about 3 a.m...

click me for the website!

7. Went out on a double date with a friend of mine and her boyfriend, and I can honestly say that I can't wait for many more! 

hahahaha! this is not a reenactment!

8. Baby sister Anahi treated my parents for a good ol' Easter brunch. Love her, everyday. And my sister, Belen bought baby Duchess her food, love her too. And my sister Diana ate my chocolate cake, I still love her. :)

9. Liz W. is an angel from God. She gave me a ride after making her wait almost forty minutes after she was done with her shift. And if you ask her, she says I almost cried. WHICH I DID NOT! hahaha

10. This amazing person for going out there and getting what she wants and making life happen for her. Julia Gulia, you never cease to amaze me. Not so long ago she left to start a new chapter in her life and to be happy, she told me that once she would go back to Florida, she was going to buy a red convertible to drive around with the top down. Two weeks later....

 

Go out there and get your life!

Ever After: Cinderella Story.

So my sister was watching one of our favorite movies "Ever After: Cinderella Story" with Drew Barrymore and she said "I don't like it that the prince didn't save her. She had to save herself." And it was almost as in that moment I heard something click and she said "Oh wait! I do like it! They are trying to say that a woman doesn't need a prince charming to save her. She can save herself....wow, after 13 years I figured it out. Ha"

Silly girl, but yes, she is right, I loved that they didn't go with the same old story about a man always having to save a woman from danger. It sucks that so many movies have made us seem as the victim and we need other people to do the saving. The good old damsel in distress....

They've replayed the story over and over again, and when a young girl sees this, it is engraved in her head so she grows up wanting to have a man help her at all times .They have this idea that life without prince charming would make life all more hard. I mean it's nice when a man has our best interest and help us.....but we are perfectly capable of saving ourselves. We are women and we can do what man can do....sometimes even better.

I hope mothers, future mothers, aunts, cousins, and friends will take the time to tell young girls everyday that they are strong, independent, and beautiful. Tell them every chance they can get. Now don't get me wrong, I think men are wonderful, amazing, and loving, but the only person that can save us is ourselves. Always and forever.

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A moment of reflection..

Today, I had a choice to have a bad night or to move on and have a good one....

I chose good, and thank goodness for that. See sometimes you have to know when it is right to fight and when it is wrong to bring up stuff that are insignificant. The choices you make sometimes need to be carefully made because if you choose wrong everything will go down the toilet. So learn to pick your battles, and learn to recognize when you are being silly and you are just getting upset over nothing.

My problem was nothing. This problem is nothing. I have no problem.

I love myself and I love my friends and I love God. And I love everyone no matter how much you may hurt me, I know that love will free me from hate and pain.

Sweet dreams people of Earth..

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Dream big ♥

Dream big and don't ever let anyone crush it. Don't let anyone tell you that you can't do anything. Don't let anyone tell you that you are not enough. Don't let hate words fill your brain and heart. Be strong and go for your dreams because without dreams, we wouldn't have electricity so that we can see the faces of our loved ones better in the dark. Without dreams we wouldn't have cars that can drive us miles and miles across the country to visit places of wonder. Without dreams we wouldn't have spaceships to take us to the stars and God. All those great inventors and scientists wouldn't have been able to accomplish anything if they hadn't dreamed.

And no matter the size of your dream, if its big as this whale...

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Or as small as this turtle...

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...all dreams are important.

Nothing is impossible. Everything is possible.