Let us not take the time to worry over bills, enemies, things that you dislike, work....about not having enough time to do anything.

Quote of the Century

"I must learn to love the fool in me--the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries. It alone protects me against that utterly self-controlled, masterful tyrant whom I also harbor and who would rob me of human aliveness, humility, and dignity but for my fool." -- Theodore I. Rubin, MD

Rain rain go ....naw, you can stay. :)

So I just finished my first Anatomy Practical.

Piece of cake.

Mmmmm, cake. That reminds me, I have yet to eat. Yikes.

One of the things I love about taking exams...is the part where I get to get out of class early. Hehehe. Now, I am catching up on some reading and blog-surfing. I am in love with so many people out there that I don't even know. Their blogs are so refreshing to my mind and soul. I love a good cup of postitivity in the afternoon.

Lucky is no longer going to a shelter (oh yeah, we were gonna take Lucky to shelter because it's too aggressive and we really can't afford one) but my mom's big heart stood in the way of the cat and the door. ♥ Took him to the vet, vaccinated him, and cut off his manhood.

SIDE NOTE! Take your cat or dog to the vet and spay or neuter them. There are thousands of cats and dogs homeless in the world and we need to do our best to not make any of them suffer. So if you plan to add a pet to your family, ADOPT! :)


So on my little blog-surfing time...I saw this video and I LOVE IT!

Born This Way

I mean, the courage this kid has is insane. I love how he doesn't care what people think about him and just dances like no one is watching. It's sad how society makes us think that what he is doing is crazy, why is it crazy? Because he's dancing in public, in a store? So you are telling me that it's only acceptable if it's in a dance floor, club, stage? Why? Why can't we just dance wherever the hell we want. Look at how people look at him? Sure they must be thinking "oh my goodness, what is wrong with him?" "loser" "Weirdo" when in fact they are really thinking "I wish I could do that" "My hero" "I'm the loser for not dancing".

Dear Santa, I want courage and self-confidence for Christmas.


Quote of the day♥

"Do you think I'm wonderful? she asked him one day as they leaned against the trunk of a petrified maple. No, he said. Why? Because so many girls are wonderful. I imagine hundreds of men have called their loves wonderful today, and it's only noon. You couldn't be something that hundreds of others are."

-- Jonathan Safran Foer, Everything is Illuminated

Do you sometimes stop whatever you are doing and start questioning your motives, goals, life's path?

I do, and sometimes I get scared but then I think, it's ok. It's ok to question and doubt because it gives you a bigger reason to really think about what you truly want and then you will find your reason and if you still want to follow that path, it will have only reenforced everything. If you don't, then you realized it before it's too late and too late is when you are dead.


I think you need to smile right now. Here you go. :)

You're welcome. :)

I don't have a car. I'm twenty-four and I don't own a car. And oddly, I'm ok with that. Well, from May till November I'm ok with that. Anything before or after that, my extremities hate me. Hahaha.

But I'm truly ok with not having a car because I've walked so much that it's kept me healthy and I find myself seeing things that I probably would have missed if I had a car.

If I had a car, I don't think I would have noticed the little kid holding on to his mom's hand while kicking every leaf that came his way.

If I had a car, I would have missed the flower that pushed through the sidewalk cracks like it was some kind of hero.

If I had a car, I don't think I would have seen how many people actually take the time to sit in their gardens, appreciating the weather while completing a crossword puzzle while their dog laid by their feet.

I got a B on my Anatomy Exam and I'm excited, you would be too if you only studied three hours before. Mehehehe...

I want to do something special for my sister Belen, she does so much for me. Ideas?

Halloween is coming up and candy is everywhere. Remember, if you are craving that kit kat bar...eat it. You are gonna regret it if seconds later someone told you that YOU CAN NEVER HAVE CHOCOLATE EVER AGAIN!

Lessons I'm learning: Never leave anything for a "special day". Who knows what will happen in a matter of seconds, minutes, hours, days. I'm not saying to be paranoid. Just try your best to do something you love to do at least once a day. P.S. Say "I love you" as much as you can. Don't get into silly fights with your best friend. And send a little prayer to everyone and yourself.

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I think I've hit backspace about ten thousand times and I'm finally just letting whatever I feel come out in this keyboard..

October started bad and if it wasn't something it was another thing.

You know, I started this blog because I wanted to make a difference in this world...or maybe just one person, that one person being me. I think my mind clears up when I write. I let it all out and then I realize that I'm actually sane and I'm going to get to LIVE. I wanted, correction, WANT this blog to be nothing but a positive input of life. I want everyone to know that no matter how many problems, obstacles, and challenges, we are all going to be alright. And if you want to know the secrets of actually living your life, well, I think i've made it clear that LOVE is one of them. I've yet to discover the others...and maybe there aren't any others. Maybe it is just LOVE. But i'm only 24, what do I know right? :)

So even though this month started on the wrong foot. I still made an effort to see the bigger picture, and in this bigger picture of mine, it included the smallest of things.

Like this weekend. It was quiet but possibly one of the best and earlier this night, while on our way back to my house my boyfriend says "Well, it was a good weekend right?" I said, "Yeah, it was good" when I should have looked into his eyes and said "I LOVED this weekend." Sigh....it's the simple things this man does that makes my heart flutter.

♥

I love it when he touches the small of my back. He has no ideas the electrical waves that run through my body.

I love it when he starts to walk but he takes out his hand behind his back and waiting for my hand to reconnect with his.

We were watching a movie and he lays his head on my lap. I felt like Jim Halpert when Pam laid her head on his shoulder during an office meeting. (I'm a fucking geek)

I love it when he knows he did something wrong, so he bear hugs me and doesn't let me go even though I'm struggling to not fall in his trap.

I love it that when we come together to do something...it's the best thing ever. (We make the best apple pies in the world. Just saying)

I love it that he does stuff for me when I don't even ask for his help. He does it. He just does it.

♥

You're my best friend, a pal, and a confidante. (hahaha, just quoted Golden Girls theme song)

Life in October....

Although it seems like the Universe seems to be working against me and not with me, I know that it is up to me to change my stars. ★★★★

And damn it, it feels good to have people that love you so much next to you in times of turmoil. I love you. ♥

Remember that it's ok to not be ok. A perfect life equals no crying, which equals no sympathy, which means no hugs, which means no friendships, which means no physical connection, which means robotic humanity.

Just took an online quiz, 88%. Not bad, considering I DIDN'T READ THE CHAPTER! Muahahahahahahahaha! I love online classes.

My heart goes all gooey when he says "of course, my love"
I have been introduced to fishing by him. Check off another activity we like to do. ✔  

My sister is back from Mexico and I'M NEVER EVER EVER LETTING HER GO!

I hate my cat in front of my bf ( He hates cats bc he is allergic to them. Yeah, I know, why is it the cat's fault?!) But I secretly love the cat...even though he bites and scratches me every time I hug the crap out of him. Meow.

The quote that hit me most today:

"Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life."

I've been thinking a lot about the future. I've realized that when someone asks you what you want out of life, it is the hardest question OF YOUR life and sometimes I just feel like saying "Too much" . Then I realize that knowing what you want is not hard. It's how you plan to get it. That's a hard challenge.

Life, I would like you to know that I accept your challenge bc...

I know someone is watching over me...

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