An obvious fact...

Fact: Bears beats Battlestar Galatica....:) just kidding. 

FACT: I ♥ Duchess.

►She is my favorite non-human living thing (even though she acts better than most humans).
►She will always be my number one (well, she shares a spot with Iovan).
►She makes me happy (except when she decides it's time to decorate my room with the garbage from my garbage can).
►She loves me and no one else (except Iovan, but that's only because he gives her treats).
►She loves me and Iovan (but that biatch will leave you as fast as you can say "doggie treat")
►She makes me proud every time we go for walks because she is so obedient. (even though she embarrasses the crap out of me when she decides to take a dookie in front of someone's lawn, while that someone is outside...starting at me.)
►She was a big part of why I decided to stop eating meat for a while. (every animal reminded me of her, and I just couldn't eat "her")
►She has the most beautiful eyes ever.(And the most beautiful heart, she lets Lucky(our new cat) chew her tail)

Gah. I love her. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I do what I want. ☺

Sometimes, I forget to bring my filter with me everywhere I go. I try to be the classy little lady I wish I could be but fuck that. ◄ YOU SEE THAT! Hahaha. Swear words are a nasty little habit of mine but it's nice to let go of a shit, fuck, mother...you get the point. And sometimes it is needed! Especially when you forgot to bring your uniform to work, or you lock yourself out of a car, or you slam your finger with the door as you lock yourself out of the car. That's a big motherfuckin ouch. OR when you have a stammering problem like King George the VI....

BUT there are times when you need to watch what you say, especially when you are in the train and you are speaking to your friend or lover on the phone LOUDLY SAYING "How the f*** you try to play me like that b****, you think i'm a stupid h*, you think this mother****** d*** is gonna play me like that!" Sheesh, you kiss your mother like with that mouth? I especially dislike swearing or hearing anyone swear in front of old people. I mean, I know they had their few share of swear words back in the day. "Dognabbit!" "Dang skippy!" or my favorite "You twit!", hahahaha, but its that respect that was instilled in me since I was a little twit and I want to keep it that way. I even think it's horrible to swear in front of kids. Yes, I know that with the tv, radio, and internet (thank you, urban dictionary) they will eventually find out about all these horrific new swear words, which I'm not even gonna post online because they are just so bad. Lol. (Who comes up with these? Does someone really just sit in the couch and think of all the ways they can combine words to make them mean something insulting? Oh people....) Little kids brains are molding every second of their young life, let's teach them something useful and not something that only lasts two seconds.

Anyways, I'm just gonna say to all close to me, I'm sorry for not censoring myself, there are just some times when I need to vent for a second or two in my day....and I think that's healthy. Do it.....IF YOU REALLY NEED TO!


Spread love, not nasty habits...

This is not a love story....

Oh man, oh man, how do I get involved in the most weirdest, random, funny events....ever?

So here is how the non-love story goes.....

I was starting my lounge shift at 5:00 and I really really really needed to go pee. So I go to the bathroom and well, you know. I'm still in the stall when I hear the door open and someone starts washing their hands. I flush and I open the door. And as I look up from putting my apron back on, I see a guy. A GUY! In the girls bathroom!

He looked at me with the same expression on his face. SHOCKED! (but with a "Fck, I'm in the girls bathroom?!)

I don't know why I'm freaking out over this but I was scared. Lol, even though this guy looked totally harmless, I felt scared and I was left speechless as he repeatedly said "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Sorry!" and here I am, with my mouth wide open, still speechless and my eyes were pretty much the size of the moon. Here comes Katie, the bartender, walking in.....and she stops dead on her feet looking at him and then looking at me and I'm looking at her and I look at him and I still have this expression on my face.

 

It was the longest twenty seconds of my life. I swear. So he scurries out the door and Katie is still looking at me like "WTF?" And I start laughing and holding on to the wall because I felt like I just lived through the most awkward, weirdest, funniest moment of my life....ok, maybe just this month. But I'm so glad that someone was there to live through it with me.

See, I told you this wasn't a love story.......☺


P.S. Someone left this as part of my tip, and you bet I'm gonna drink some milk out of this bad boy. My chocolate chip cookies will fit perfectly on the top......☺

♥Spread love! not STDs.......♥

Today was delicious....

Because I got to spend it with my love. She is beautiful and I think you all know her. Duchess...my one and only babe. I'm glad that I have her 24 hour attention because I need it. I need it from her. We went on a beautiful walk in this humid summer night and I was able to breath in life and breathe out the past. I love being able to take long walks with her and I know that she loves it.

Today it rained and boy, did it rain. God was all like "Bring yo umbrella homie, bc my plants need some loving today" but it seemed like it was rough love....

On our walk, I was able to think of how much I appreciate days like these. Were I have no work, no school, no responsibility but the one to live to the fullest. I can't wait for more days like these. Just Duchess, me and the sun...

 and to end it with one of my favorite summer fruit was the cherry on top, or should I say watermelon.....☺

Spread love, not hate...♥

What? ILYSL is back?! WHAT?!

I'm a lazy girl some times....ok, most of the times but I try really hard not to be. I promise! Stuff happens, and I get to tired to even look at the computer and post something up and I wish everyone could just KNOW what I want to talk about. Hahaha...Anyways, my friend pointed out on this post that I put up recently about stop dreaming and wishing for things to happen and just accept life how it comes. I wish I wouldn't have post that up because it just made everything what I had said on my other posts just not mean anything. I do want to dream and I do want to wish. Dreaming is such a huge part of everyone's life but the one thing I do want to start doing is also TRYING. Doing something to achieve the goal, the dream, the future. WE all need to start being proactive in life. Let's get with it.

So without further ado.....here is I LOVE YOU, SUNDAY LIST! wooo wooo

1. This heart melting text....

2. Two people going two different ways can still find themselves crossing paths and love.......

3. This song. "I want everyone to know, I was here. I lived, I loved. I was here, I did, I done."

4. This magical underwater photo..

5. My new kitty, her name is Lucky (Lucky because she is lucky to have found us and we are lucky to have found her) :) Although, I really wish we could have called Katy Purry...

6. My baby Duchess, for putting up with Lucky attacking her tail any chance she gets..

7. Niagara Falls, it's truly a spectacular view to see.

8. Very true...

9. This pretty and creepy picture of Amanda Seyfried....

10. I love summer, and these pictures sum up what it should be like every day of my life. Falling asleep with the sun and pretending I'm a mermaid ♥

  

and an EXTRA DINKY RINKY ONE! 

11. I LOVE THIS LITTLE KID AND HIS AMAZINGNESS! 

Good night...sweet dreams ♥☺

How I laugh now...

Remember that first crush? Remember that first kiss? Remember that first heartbreak? Remember crying to your mom and saying over and over again "I'M NEVER GOING TO FIND SOMEONE LIKE THAT AGAIN! NEVER! HE WAS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, MOM! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" and then you curled up in a ball for like a week and started listening to all those sad love songs that you recorded from the radio or started writing sad love poems?

Yeah, I remember, because that was me in middle school, junior high, and high school. When I look back (and I look back during the most random moments) I blush because I'm afraid that someone can see my mind and see all those hilarious dramatic moments. Oh my god, I can't believe what a drama queen I was. I could have won an Oscar, Emmy, and a MTV Movie award. I'm sure of it.

Well, anyways, as I look back at all my experiences, which I can remember, I want to laugh. I want to crawl into a ball from how embarrassing I used to think. Remembering all that drama in high school, fighting for the attention of the popular girls AND the popular boys, trying to just "fit in" makes me realize that I wasted some valuable time and I wish so hard somebody could have told me. I'm sure my mom told me about it, but mom didn't know anything, or so I'd used to think that. Hahaha, oh how stupid I was. And then facebook was born and all of sudden you could trace back all of your "ex-boyfriends" "best friends" "popular girls and boys "enemies" and believe me....I can't believe I tried so hard to be part of these people lives.

Ex-boyfriends became losers, best friends forgot about their "best friends", the popular girls got knocked up at very young age or got fat from all the drinking, popular boys got other girls knocked up and/or also got fat, and enemies became people who I misjudged and wished I could be friends with now.

If you are in junior high or high school right now. Listen to people who've been there before. The world does not end when a boyfriend breaks up with you, believe me, it's for the better. The world does not end because the popular girls don't acknowledge you, believe me, they will end up wishing they had your life now. The world does not end when your friend doesn't want to be your friend anymore, believe me, you are gonna have a hundred more.

Ugh, I just remembered when I saw my "first crush" kissing Daisy, my frenemy from junior high and I thought the world was shaking and I cried so hard that I couldn't see my mom standing five feet from me. Aaaaand, I just checked his profile pic. He's fat. LOL! Oh gosh.

You know what, even though I wish I could have saved some tears and headaches from all the head banging I did on the walls, I'm glad that I got to go through some experiences. I definitely wouldn't be me if it weren't for them. You live and grow.

♫♪☺♥☻☼♫♪

Couldn't have said it better....

"Do you ever feel like you are waiting for your 'real life' to happen? And you think about the things you want in life and go, 'when I lose weight I'll do this', 'when I've saved up enough money I'll do that', 'when I get married....'.... you get my drift. I do it all the time. It's exhausting and self deprecating. Because life is passing me by and I'm really not enjoying it as much as I should. Maybe because thus far it isn't what I had planned/thought it would be like. But maybe, finally, I'm starting to realise that even though it may not be the path I had envisaged, what I am doing, where I am going and who I am sharing it with is pretty amazing. This is a difficult place to come to - especially when so many around you are travelling the path you had envisaged for yourself. Clearly this is supposed to be my journey, so its time to embrace it and enjoy, and who knows, when I start doing this, I'll appreciate myself more and what I have to offer. Time to act and be in the moment- because you never know what is just around the corner x"

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this post is from a fellow blogger and she took the words right out of my mouth.