This is not a love story....

Oh man, oh man, how do I get involved in the most weirdest, random, funny events....ever?

So here is how the non-love story goes.....

I was starting my lounge shift at 5:00 and I really really really needed to go pee. So I go to the bathroom and well, you know. I'm still in the stall when I hear the door open and someone starts washing their hands. I flush and I open the door. And as I look up from putting my apron back on, I see a guy. A GUY! In the girls bathroom!

He looked at me with the same expression on his face. SHOCKED! (but with a "Fck, I'm in the girls bathroom?!)

I don't know why I'm freaking out over this but I was scared. Lol, even though this guy looked totally harmless, I felt scared and I was left speechless as he repeatedly said "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Sorry!" and here I am, with my mouth wide open, still speechless and my eyes were pretty much the size of the moon. Here comes Katie, the bartender, walking in.....and she stops dead on her feet looking at him and then looking at me and I'm looking at her and I look at him and I still have this expression on my face.

 

It was the longest twenty seconds of my life. I swear. So he scurries out the door and Katie is still looking at me like "WTF?" And I start laughing and holding on to the wall because I felt like I just lived through the most awkward, weirdest, funniest moment of my life....ok, maybe just this month. But I'm so glad that someone was there to live through it with me.

See, I told you this wasn't a love story.......☺


P.S. Someone left this as part of my tip, and you bet I'm gonna drink some milk out of this bad boy. My chocolate chip cookies will fit perfectly on the top......☺

♥Spread love! not STDs.......♥

Today was delicious....

Because I got to spend it with my love. She is beautiful and I think you all know her. Duchess...my one and only babe. I'm glad that I have her 24 hour attention because I need it. I need it from her. We went on a beautiful walk in this humid summer night and I was able to breath in life and breathe out the past. I love being able to take long walks with her and I know that she loves it.

Today it rained and boy, did it rain. God was all like "Bring yo umbrella homie, bc my plants need some loving today" but it seemed like it was rough love....

On our walk, I was able to think of how much I appreciate days like these. Were I have no work, no school, no responsibility but the one to live to the fullest. I can't wait for more days like these. Just Duchess, me and the sun...

 and to end it with one of my favorite summer fruit was the cherry on top, or should I say watermelon.....☺

Spread love, not hate...♥

What? ILYSL is back?! WHAT?!

I'm a lazy girl some times....ok, most of the times but I try really hard not to be. I promise! Stuff happens, and I get to tired to even look at the computer and post something up and I wish everyone could just KNOW what I want to talk about. Hahaha...Anyways, my friend pointed out on this post that I put up recently about stop dreaming and wishing for things to happen and just accept life how it comes. I wish I wouldn't have post that up because it just made everything what I had said on my other posts just not mean anything. I do want to dream and I do want to wish. Dreaming is such a huge part of everyone's life but the one thing I do want to start doing is also TRYING. Doing something to achieve the goal, the dream, the future. WE all need to start being proactive in life. Let's get with it.

So without further ado.....here is I LOVE YOU, SUNDAY LIST! wooo wooo

1. This heart melting text....

2. Two people going two different ways can still find themselves crossing paths and love.......

3. This song. "I want everyone to know, I was here. I lived, I loved. I was here, I did, I done."

4. This magical underwater photo..

5. My new kitty, her name is Lucky (Lucky because she is lucky to have found us and we are lucky to have found her) :) Although, I really wish we could have called Katy Purry...

6. My baby Duchess, for putting up with Lucky attacking her tail any chance she gets..

7. Niagara Falls, it's truly a spectacular view to see.

8. Very true...

9. This pretty and creepy picture of Amanda Seyfried....

10. I love summer, and these pictures sum up what it should be like every day of my life. Falling asleep with the sun and pretending I'm a mermaid ♥

  

and an EXTRA DINKY RINKY ONE! 

11. I LOVE THIS LITTLE KID AND HIS AMAZINGNESS! 

Good night...sweet dreams ♥☺

How I laugh now...

Remember that first crush? Remember that first kiss? Remember that first heartbreak? Remember crying to your mom and saying over and over again "I'M NEVER GOING TO FIND SOMEONE LIKE THAT AGAIN! NEVER! HE WAS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, MOM! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" and then you curled up in a ball for like a week and started listening to all those sad love songs that you recorded from the radio or started writing sad love poems?

Yeah, I remember, because that was me in middle school, junior high, and high school. When I look back (and I look back during the most random moments) I blush because I'm afraid that someone can see my mind and see all those hilarious dramatic moments. Oh my god, I can't believe what a drama queen I was. I could have won an Oscar, Emmy, and a MTV Movie award. I'm sure of it.

Well, anyways, as I look back at all my experiences, which I can remember, I want to laugh. I want to crawl into a ball from how embarrassing I used to think. Remembering all that drama in high school, fighting for the attention of the popular girls AND the popular boys, trying to just "fit in" makes me realize that I wasted some valuable time and I wish so hard somebody could have told me. I'm sure my mom told me about it, but mom didn't know anything, or so I'd used to think that. Hahaha, oh how stupid I was. And then facebook was born and all of sudden you could trace back all of your "ex-boyfriends" "best friends" "popular girls and boys "enemies" and believe me....I can't believe I tried so hard to be part of these people lives.

Ex-boyfriends became losers, best friends forgot about their "best friends", the popular girls got knocked up at very young age or got fat from all the drinking, popular boys got other girls knocked up and/or also got fat, and enemies became people who I misjudged and wished I could be friends with now.

If you are in junior high or high school right now. Listen to people who've been there before. The world does not end when a boyfriend breaks up with you, believe me, it's for the better. The world does not end because the popular girls don't acknowledge you, believe me, they will end up wishing they had your life now. The world does not end when your friend doesn't want to be your friend anymore, believe me, you are gonna have a hundred more.

Ugh, I just remembered when I saw my "first crush" kissing Daisy, my frenemy from junior high and I thought the world was shaking and I cried so hard that I couldn't see my mom standing five feet from me. Aaaaand, I just checked his profile pic. He's fat. LOL! Oh gosh.

You know what, even though I wish I could have saved some tears and headaches from all the head banging I did on the walls, I'm glad that I got to go through some experiences. I definitely wouldn't be me if it weren't for them. You live and grow.

♫♪☺♥☻☼♫♪

Couldn't have said it better....

"Do you ever feel like you are waiting for your 'real life' to happen? And you think about the things you want in life and go, 'when I lose weight I'll do this', 'when I've saved up enough money I'll do that', 'when I get married....'.... you get my drift. I do it all the time. It's exhausting and self deprecating. Because life is passing me by and I'm really not enjoying it as much as I should. Maybe because thus far it isn't what I had planned/thought it would be like. But maybe, finally, I'm starting to realise that even though it may not be the path I had envisaged, what I am doing, where I am going and who I am sharing it with is pretty amazing. This is a difficult place to come to - especially when so many around you are travelling the path you had envisaged for yourself. Clearly this is supposed to be my journey, so its time to embrace it and enjoy, and who knows, when I start doing this, I'll appreciate myself more and what I have to offer. Time to act and be in the moment- because you never know what is just around the corner x"

 via here

pinterest from maluna tumblr

this post is from a fellow blogger and she took the words right out of my mouth.

Little angel...

Today, was a sad day. Well, that is what people keep saying. I feel it, I see it, I know it but we can't do anything.

See, today, July 5, 2011 a nationwide known trial has come to an end. A two and a half year old girl was killed, hidden underneath the earth and not found till months later. Mother did not report her missing for a good month, and as she stood behind the stands, as she was asked a million times what happened on that fateful night where that beautiful little angel died in the hands of a monster, she said nothing. She "knew" nothing. She felt nothing. That's what we could all see. The verdict was reached after only ten hours. The verdict: Not guilty.

What? Not guilty? But the evidence is there! She didn't report her ONLY daughter for THIRTY-ONE days! She partied! She got a tattoo saying "Bella Vitta" "Beautiful Life" during the time her daughter was missing.

What? Not guilty? It can't be. She was the killer. She is the killer. That is what everyone is saying, no, screaming more like it. Justice was "not served" for baby Caylee Anthony and I hope that people will stop fretting about it. See, I'm against the death penalty. I am against killing people who kill people. See how stupid that sounds? It's fighting fire with fire and we become the monsters to the monsters when we never have the option of deciding someone should die or not. Everyone is so attached to this case because I mean, when you see the pictures of little Caylee, she reminds you or your little sister, your little nephew, your little granddaughter.....your little daughter. And you think, "Who can ever hurt someone so small? So helpless? Who can ever hurt a little person that brings so much joy, love, and life to your life? Who? Only a monster, and they deserve to die." Believe me, I thought the same and I felt anger in me. But I think, Who are we to end the life of another human being? No matter how dark that person is, or however mentally wrong that person is, we can't decide. It is not up to us and I actually believe killing someone for their wrongdoing is the easy way out for them. The only way I know someone can suffer is to keep them alive and make them repeat those images in their head until it hurts them so much that they feel like they are suffocating. And if they never have feelings or emotions about it, I know that when their physical life ends, the punishment will begin.

What hurts me the most is that she is not locked up. In that I believe. I believe that dangerous people should be behind bars like dogs, because if that's how they want to act, then in a cage they belong. That's how you take their life.

But people, stop fretting, stop using all your energy to create hate, and pray. Pray for Caylee. Pray that she is finally now in peace and harmony. She is after all now a star in the sky. I know it. A little angel in heaven. Harm will come to you no more Caylee...

HELLOOOOO WORLD!

Yikes, I haven't been here in a while and I blame it all on this weather and the few adventures I've been on lately! I just can't find time to be able to sit down and write. I've either had to catch up on sleep or work...or do something fun like go to Niagara Falls. Yeah, I went there and let me tell you, words can not describe how I felt when I was in the presence of nature's wonder. It was magnificent, it was unreal, it was beautiful and I'm so glad that I got to see it before I died. I'm also very glad that I got to see it with the love of my existence. I wouldn't have seen it if God hadn't blessed us all the way to Niagara falls and watched over us in our 11 hour ride....yeah, 11 HOUR RIDE! BLAH! Iovan was wonderful. He's an incredible man for being able to drive all of that and back. I'm so thankful for him.

You should know that I haven't traveled anywhere that far in car and to be able to share that with someone is so much fun. Niagara Falls is surrounded by magic. Magic and beauty because just seeing all that clear blue water fall down so gracefully like no one else business is incredible. When Iovan and I boarded the Maid of The Mist boat and the boat stood right in front of the Horseshoe Falls, I was holding his hand and I could feel the rush the water was making me feel in my body. It was intense as I saw how gorgeous nature is. My heart was beating so fast. I was feeling all kinds of emotions. I wanted to smile, I wanted to laugh, I wanted cry, I wanted to scream, but I felt Iovan's hand and I turned around and kissed him. I kissed him and I felt like I was falling down the Falls a thousand miles per hour. I felt every ounce of water in my body and it was magical. It was perfect.

Last Tuesday I got my braces off. AND I'M IN LOVE WITH MY SMILE! I love that I can smile at my boyfriend without worrying if I have something stuck on my braces...like avocado. Hahaha!

No mo'

I feel a little big of change since this vacation. See, it was only me, my boyfriend, and life with no drama.

No.Drama. 

It was bliss and it was fantastic not having to hear about how much you hate your manager or how much you think your manager hates you. Or how you are make these crazy stories about how a guy "loves" you but you are obviously "so trying to get over him". Or how bout when you think someone is purposely trying to make your life a living hell. If that person is has truly set out to make your life a living hell, then maybe that person doesn't have the best life and you should feel sorry for them. Ugh. I'm so tired of hearing the drama of your life. I'm sorry but wait...I'm not sorry. I wasn't put into this world to get involved with your drama. If it is not something really important like someone dying, or you are physically hurt, or you are truly emotionally hurt...I don't want to hear it. I don't want to spend the rest of my life being emotionally tired with your psycho babble. So if you know me, don't come to me next time your manager gave you a dirty look and you make up this whole story how they hate your stinking guts. Grow up. Get over it. And move on.

Today was, is, Independence Day for the next forty minutes and I got to spend this day with my loves. Saw some fireworks but they really were no need for them...I see them everyday. Well, time to sleep. Time to dream of sweet dreams. Time to be ready for tomorrow. Another day, same sunshine. :)

Grow and Love.